Confessions….the sweetness of it all

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Oh confessions, the bitter sweet feeling when a person finally manages to sum up the courage to tell that special someone of theirs how much they mean to them.

Sure, to most people, its not something much for some people who can win a girl/guy’s heart easily, or some others that the person just falls for them without even trying. But, there are some people that isn’t that lucky, and some are way too scared to even make contact with the opposite sex. But, then again, that’s where most of us fall in.

Admit it, not every guy is a playboy, nor every girl is a slut that can play with a guy. Most of us are simply inexperienced, or just trying to get lucky with love. But, for me, the sweetest thing for these people is the confession.

Sure, its not guaranteed a guy/girl will reciprocate their feelings. But, the sweetest part of it is that they simply want “to let them know”. That they take on the fact that the person they like won’t feel the same, and yet they chose to tell them other wise. The bitter part of it all though, is that some people tend to deny it completely, which is somewhat painful for the person.

In the end, it all comes to how a person sees the situation. Some think its a waste of time if they won’t reciprocate, while others think of it as an achievement itself to let them know.

But, for me, being a hopeless romantic, its quite sweet to watch it in action

To my good friend Salman, good job 🙂

At the End of the School Year….

Just awhile ago, we had just finished the last set of hardships for the school year: Our finals. So far, i haven’t received any of my test results, but i am quite confident i passed. But, the thing that felt like a big burden to me, was the fact that some of my closest friends will be leaving by next year.

I know, saying goodbye is never easy for anyone. Whether its a friend, a family member, or a lover, it never is easy to say the words “good bye”. We humans, as social beings, are known to develop these so called “Bonds”. Trust, attachment, feelings, and memories are all kept into these bonds, and the more of these present, the stronger the bond. This is the reason why some friends are still friends even after a couple of years of absence. But, you can’t help but feel sad at the fact that someone you’re used to seeing everyday will no longer be there.

I too, experienced this before, and again now. When a close friend of mine would probably be leaving me; someone i’m used to being with almost everyday of my life. Who have solved some of my problems, and asked my help to fix hers. The rebelliousness we both had knowing that neither of our fried groups accepted us in it, and we decided to go away from them. The way she seemed to always be there, and i always be there just the same.

And now, i’ve heard she’ll be leaving, along with a few other friends i have created these so called “bonds” with. It would really be hard to get used to the fact that they are no longer here anymore. But, i would never forget the times we’ve shared together, the arguements, and the lessons they’ve taught. The changes they made us do, and the mistakes we’ve done to each other.

It would just be a big change for me, knowing that they aren’t there anymore. But, then again, there were a lot of other people who have left our lives. Everyone has their entrances and exits in our story called Life. They enter, change us, then leave once they’re done. Its just how things go.

“Don’t worry, we’ll meet again. Its a small world. And, i’m sure we will one day, by a chance of faith, bump into each other again. So, lets not say goodbye, let’s say “see you soon”. Because, i’m sure we will one day, just you see.”

Too much work to do, not enough time

What’s the main problem for most people my age? Simple. Not enough time

Teens nowadays who actually care about some things have quite alot to do, and realizing that their time as students is limited, there are a lot of things they want to do. But, then again, why is this?

For me, my main problem is that time goes way too fast, and i have trouble juggling the ‘what i want to do’ and the ‘what i need to do’. I don’t really know why, but i guess its just my personality to want what i can’t have, and what i don’t have….i have a list.

One, i want to be a better artist, a better guitarist, better dancer, and a lot more. I don’t really know just how to fit them all in my schedule, since i focus a lot more on my chores and studies.

And, yet, i wonder how people actually live their every day lives playing online games with friends, or spending two, three, even four hours chatting with their special someone. I don’t know why people even do this? sure, it would give them a moment of happiness, but what would they get  a few years from now? A sick and tired of playing with game, and an ex girlfriend that just wished you have never met in the first place. But, i want something else. Something i can use even after i get out from college.

to get girls by getting better at serenading with the guitar?

to show off my drawings online?

to become a famous writer like J.K Rowling?

or just because.

Well, its my life. There are a lot i want to do before i reach the end. I can just play games in my free time, and my love life can wait.

 

Like the song from one direction like my sister likes to listen to, we should “live while we’re young!”